John's on vacation, and can't do "Chambers of Love" this week. Ethan's neck-deep in Geist
. I haven't done a non-Monday Meeting blog in forever. There are all sorts of reasons, but the reality of it is that we spun the chamber, and the bullet that came up had my name on it.
That's actually an appropriate analogy, since John asked me to talk about Scion
(or, more specifically, the upcoming Scion Companion
). This entire book from beginning to end has been an amazing experiment, and the experience working on it has been so utterly weird
that I ended up writing an introduction about it. Chunks of it got cut for space, so I'll post the entire, unedited introduction here.
Alpha and Omega: The Scion Curse
This book was cursed. Hell, this line
I’m not exaggerating when I say that. It even had a name around the office: “the Scion
Curse.” It seemed that every single Scion
book was plagued with bizarre and unusual delays, complications and obstacles that no other projects seemed to encounter in terms of frequency or originality. I’ve seen or heard of everything from contracts completely disappearing to strange technical problems that don’t show up again and couldn’t be duplicated to children being born at inconvenient times to an artist’s house getting struck by lightning and losing weeks of work (even sending a picture from his cell phone of the damage the storm caused).
So when it was decided to make the Scion Companion
an even more complicated book to produce, I admit I was nervous about the prospect. The idea was to make the Companion into six small sourcebooks (which I ended up calling “parts” instead of “chapters”), and four parts would be released individually as electronic books prior to this book’s release. Fans could either buy the parts they wanted for their own games, or purchase a subscription to all four parts, which would be conveniently delivered to them in their email when each part was released. Not only would this mean that we could get new material out to Scion
fans faster, but it was also a chance to get some of the material reviewed by the fans and possibly revised before the final book was released.
It was a really intriguing idea, and as the newly minted Alternative Publishing Developer at the time, the book was passed off to me to develop. I had some initial conversations with Creative Director Rich Thomas and Scion Line Developer John Chambers, and then proceeded to start work on the book. In retrospect, trying to develop and produce each part one after the other instead of all at once was a mistake; it added a lot of needless complexity to a line that was already cursed with logistical problems. I tried to defy the Gods, and boy did they punish me for my hubris. But I was blessed with a stunningly talented collection of writers, artists and art directors, and the book you’re holding is the result of all of that hard work in the face of astonishing odds. Go back to the credits page; every single person there helped make this book happen, and I have a huge debt of gratitude to them.
This is the second
final book for the Scion
line. Originally, Scion
was intended only as a three-book line (to be concluded with Scion: God
), but response to the game was so incredible that it was decided to do two more books: Scion: Ragnarök
and the Scion Companion
. Between its unusual production history and its place as the fifth book of a trilogy, the Companion is a unique book at the conclusion of a unique line. Like all companions in myth and legend, they might sometimes feel like they’re more trouble than they’re worth, but in the end you’re always glad to have them by your side.
To add to that, and to give you a sense of how long a project can take, I started initial brainstorming and development right before our office Christmas party in 2007, a couple of months after I was hired. 15 months later, the book is slated to show up in March to stores (assuming the Gods don't throw one last monkey wrench into the works). Even when I was waiting for drafts, edits, proofs or what have you, it seemed that once a week I was doing something
related to the Scion Companion
. This book took even more of my life than Mind's Eye Theatre: The Awakening
(which was a nine month process), so I look to the final release of the book with a mixture of relief, pride, dread and resolution.
Part of that resolution has been shutting down the remaining Scion
AP proposals sitting on my desk. I've said before that Scion
is such a great line that we ended it twice, but I have at least one (and possibly two) Scion
SASs to wrap up, and then we're moving on. There are lots of complex reasons for this, some of which I can't go into, but I can certainly say that it's not due to a lack of love for the material. (In fact, I'm starting up a Scion
cycle with my friends -- if people are interested, they can follow along in my LiveJournal
.) Working with John on the Companion has shown me just how much passion he has for the game, and while he's better known for his work on Exalted
, I can flip through just about any of the core Scion
books and see his inspiration on every page.
The moral of the story? While there's often a sense of relief when a product is done and out the door, there's also a lot of times a sense of loss, of the ending of a unique experience. That's part of the reason, I think, you find writers and developers often talking about the next
big project. Like sharks, we have to keep swimming, or we die. Well, maybe not die
, but it is hard sometimes to look back. Better to look forward, and see what new and exciting challenges lie ahead.
What about you guys? How do you feel when a creative project (writing a book, painting a picture, finishing up a chronicle, making a website, whatever) comes to an end?